I had an inverse nightmare last night. You know how usually you wake up from a nightmare sweating and shaking and breathing heavy or crying or screaming but then within moments realize it wasn’t real and you start to calm down? Well, the opposite happened last night. I must’ve been in my twenties in the dream, and I was getting this strong sensation that I needed to stay connected to my brother and sister—and connect often because they are the most important people in my life and life is short and then I learn Bradd is already 45 years old, which is terrifying to me. Then I wake up and realize this is true.